My insecurities suffocate the words I yearn to release,
the words that give meaning to the pain that I've buried within.
I want you to see me but I can barely see myself,
these walls seal me shut,
I scream LET ME OUT!
but there is no echo.
Only empty wavelengths of sound.
I imagine a world where my mind is free to explore,
to understand what these eyes have seen.
To understand who defines me,
who shatters me,
who leaves me here to suffer unwillingly.
A breath of hollow nothingness,
shadows creep amongst the ghosts that haunt me.
Aching for a combination of letters to help me understand
why I consume myself in the negativity.
Time cannot heal these wounds.
My existence is no longer marked by two hands on a clock,
but by the two hands you used
to tear me apart.
~bk.35~
Currently listening to:
One Sweet Love by Sara Bareilles
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You're doing a great job BK - keep it up.
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